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Monday, March 24th 2008 at 1:24 pm
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everybody should read julie highmore with milo by their side. reminds me of the lit shit that ms widya taught us way back in the millennium till 04.
we were playing picture charades. i drew two not-so-big circles on the board.i wanted to draw prata for gd's sake.she taught they were boobs.HER boobs in fact,till the point i got fucked and tears welled up, for i genuinely did not know what made her so angry in the first place. were my pratas too round?flat?of cos its flat. the word was "indian".
but i adore her. Intrigued by every word she said. she was just so...... clever.
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Tuesday, February 19th 2008 at 2:28 pm
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happy birthday dad.i bought u a birthday card, dad.it costs me $4.70.i could buy myself a plate of noodles, dad.
but damn. i wasn't hungry. ha ha .
i woke up at 7 in the morn.
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Monday, February 18th 2008 at 11:32 am
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i feel so fucking lonely.
lonely as fuck.
lonely like fuck.
fuck loneliness.
sweet lonely fuck.
i have a crush.
on a boy.
but that was seven seconds ago.
i want a fantasy fuck.
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Tuesday, August 21st 2007 at 1:33 pm
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its been a while.but who the heck gives a damn bout my lj anyway.i'd loved to do the social resurrection thingy but i'm too caught up with.. nothing.i ponder on. wtf is holding me back.i saw em' pictures of happy teens wielded with their own concoction of power juice, say pints and sum booze with such amicability amongst them good souls.blearggh. i despise vanity. summa friends doing drugs now.with no tangible grounds of suspicion, i must say, they're dumb.boasting to kids, eager to learn. fools. yeah, so wat if the consumption sentence is lighter.instead of jail,they go to rehab..just for taking weed,mind u.a friend just came out r.t.c.told me things.u gotta be in a gang to not be ostracize. there. respect and status reigns.so i say, yah watever.
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Friday, July 6th 2007 at 4:53 pm
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somehow..i know not when..i felt happy.no.not that kind of happy shit.a different burst of emotion..this one.it oozes thru your heart like some kind of creepy crawly scaling its slimy skin,clinging itself round your already too weak a heart.ready to shoot some lethal poison called, CARE.
gawd..i wish mom won't worry so much.she'll text me stuff like "daughter,remember god .. hold on to your faith.don't mix around with bad ppl.." and all that.and when i finally answered the phone after a few missed calls..she practically screamed.of cos..likewise..i'd screamed back.i won't know the difference anyway.and then..ooh yeah!stupid me.i could just bloody hang up and conclude her unreasonable probings.aaaaah yes.ask me whether i felt better.
that's the spot.
and then..it hit me.she just loves me as every mother should.
guilt overwhelms my pathetic being.and so..i texted her back "sorry"
ewwww...
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Tuesday, July 3rd 2007 at 6:34 pm
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I CANNOT CONTAIN MY ECSTASY.
MONSTER MEK IS THE BEST EVER BOYFRIEND.
OH MAH FUCKING GORD.
WAH ASS ELLE!
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAG!!!!!!!
SHIT.
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Friday, June 22nd 2007 at 7:21 pm
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hey,u're finally 18.and u cud do watever u fucking want legally.age is the hot topic right now.so i'm gonna follow the herd.
then..u turned 19. u're gonna dread the big bold number 2 the following year.
and u are a student
who still depends on papa's monthly wages for your 'bright-future' education.
with no worries etc. etc.
and u say
"mama, gimme some money ..cus i have to buy some important school stuff"
and then u spend em on 'leisurely activities'.
all i can say is that
u are bloody lucky.
savour your education till it lasts kids.
u'll never know when it'll hit u.
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Tuesday, June 19th 2007 at 12:16 pm
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i'm sorry dee! im sorry nani!
GAWD IM SUCH A PEMBUIR-ER
:(
i'll make it up to u guys soon ok?
when i get my pay
i blanja u both makan and movies k or ice-skating or karaoke..
i promise!
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Sunday, June 17th 2007 at 5:13 pm
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Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I dont drink. beer.
2. i seldom wear colours because im not perky enuf.
3. when i squash my armpits together..it'll look like a clean shaven blown up pepek.
4. i prefer spending money on service,ambience and lavish thrills.
5. most fave thing in my bedroom is my pair of soft and comfy baby blue bedroom slippers.
6. the optician who sold me discounted contacts and free lens solutions is my saviour.
7. i love syamil because he is a romantic,strong ..and b|g. 8)
8. i am sworn to ZA makeup.
9. i think my breast is too small for my body size.
10. i wish to learn how to pray.
And I tag: lisa , eton , siti nurhaliza , raju , toni tay , brad.
thats all.
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Saturday, June 16th 2007 at 7:06 pm
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listen girls/ladies/women/trannys/nonya/aunty/makcik of singapore.
when u decide to hail a taxi.
once u step in.
look out for the plate number and try to memorise it.
because you'll never know.
if the apek/pakcik/guy/man/ladyman
wants to complain about Singapore garmen.or
suddenly unzipped his pants to rub his unmentionable.or
peek-a-boobs you thru the rear mirror.or
boasting about his sexual activities with his ITE girlfriends.or
his taxi smells like urine cuz he can't tahan his bladder towards his destination.or
bribe u by wavering the fare if u give him your contact number.or
show him your ...something.or
maybe something drastic like if u left your handphone.
REMEMBER FRIENDS. HEED CAUTION!
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Friday, June 15th 2007 at 7:45 pm
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i'd rather annoy u with this face.muahahhahaha.
i made this muaself.
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Friday, June 15th 2007 at 6:08 pm
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Went to Strip and got my upper lip hair waxed for just 6 bux.
planning to go for a brazilian next.
i heard its a life-changing experience.
and a better sex life ,i suppose.
hrm. :/
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
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Friday, June 15th 2007 at 12:17 pm
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My top 10 school memories:
1. Pri 2..nearly kena molested by a man,maybe in his mid-twenties, in the toilet.
2. First ever steady boyfriend was in k2.we bumped heads when trying to kiss and i had a big benjol.
3. Ncc. prove people who thought i was useless,wrong.
4. Walked around the school barefoot cuz i was always late and the DM took my shoes so that i won't cabot detention.
5. Pri 4. kena bullied by prefect.stole my pretty specs for her own use.kene beat by mom coz i lost 5 specs in all.finally i resort myself to big ugly grandmother specs and she never bullied me again cuz i look fugly and i dont give a fuck.
6. 3 mths before o'levels.i see no point in wasting my precious time in school with unreliable teachers.so i cabot school 2 to 3 times in a week to study , at voidecks near the school, in my school attire...and went to poly without their stupid help.
7. letter from temasek poly telling me that my enrolment is successful.
8. letter from temasek poly telling me that my application for leaving the school is successful.
9. met dee v lock,nani phantom and yan. the coolest chicks eva.
10. my favourite place in poly was the library cuz i get to watch dvds.
i wish i was back in school. NOT.
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Thursday, June 14th 2007 at 1:58 pm
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barbie dooooll is NAAAAAAAAKED
our pantry
we kapo the toilet roll.
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Thursday, June 14th 2007 at 12:53 pm
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yes im really bored.spot my cute mole if u can.
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| haiem,,,,,,, |
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Thursday, June 14th 2007 at 12:06 pm
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nonononononononnononononononononnononnonnonoooon.nooonya.im happppiiiiiiiiiiii
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Wednesday, June 13th 2007 at 8:08 pm
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i cud've sworn this com in the office was of greater use.shit i cud even put it on wireless mode.there's nothing better to do basically.right now, im holding on to my pee.i get so excited.too much in fact..i wet my pants once cuz i cant stop laughing.lucky i had on a sweater..wrap em around my waist and tralalalala..someone asked why'd i do that.i said twas fashion baby.the in thing right now.yeah, as IF.that was like what? five, ten years..mths ago? shit..i think im fucking fat right now.i wana be ano , like the girls i saw at zouk.fucking bastards.u and ur thin frail arms.i'll saw them off u pantat.
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Wednesday, June 13th 2007 at 5:47 pm
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eyah, that's the first shitty word in my mind.my life's awfully good but damn i miss socialising with whoever.right now, my days are spent fanny farting.working at carhartt been a breeze.gets boring sometimes.celebrated my one yr anniv cum his birthday at siloso beach resort.twas fab uh las. agnes b watch, that cost me half a thou.sud've seen his face..cud fuck him right then and there.he'd better gimee sumting gucci.the hotel was right behind cafe del mar.made reservas for dinner and the food sucks.luckily twas 10% discount for master.we played the luge twice and the skyride was fucken scaaaary but faaaaaaarn!u sud try em.the best part was our own private jacuzzi.i'd do it in it but that fucking female burden again.learnt to wear tampons nonetheless.y am i fucking open and suddenly out of the blue..im lj-ing.cuz i can looooooooooooooor.,,i loner mah.aniwaes...i'll be updating more often now.
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Thursday, May 4th 2006 at 4:15 pm
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| Your Five Variable Love Profile | 
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is high.
Sure you believe in love, but you know it doesn't come easily.
You scoff at "love at first site" and "soumates."
You rather take the real thing, as unglamorous as it is.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
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Monday, April 3rd 2006 at 1:24 pm
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its been ages.my life is a bore.work.friday lepakings.meeting new ppl.dates.my hp spoil.argh.meeting aji today.i miss hairul but he's a fuckup.he gave me a msg out of the blue asking me how i am.urgh.i'd rather be alone.truth or day was great.sl-ling with tash was passionate enuf to make me go ohh lala.dee's lips is heaven.no.im not a lesbo.my dares are all lame.im a bore.hahha.bye :)
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